Well the double line was not a mirage! b-HCG of 1061 today, and I go back in a couple of days for another test.
I just feel so relieved, but there is a little tinge of sadness in there. Now all my thoughts are regarding when I might lose this pregnancy. It is so hard to just be happy and thrilled after all this frustration. It is like waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Right after I POAS'ed I was so excited and just wanted to call everyone and start telling them. Of course I didn't, but I feel like I didn't because I don't fall into the normal people range. Normal people get to announce their pregnancy on the first day of a missed period, but infertiles have to wait until everything is perfect, checked and rechecked.
Last pregnancy, that ended in miscarriage, started at 48 so we are better than that! This place tests later though, so that isn't likely to be a fair test.
Anyway, off to research b-HCG numbers for twins! (just in case!!!)
(Lots of exclamation points today, I wonder why??)