Today I had a wonderful day (HA) at the clinic. I needed a bunch of tests and blood to find out what the F... is wrong with me.
So of course, I asked them to toss in a pap, because why not? Legs are up, crotch is uncovered, go ahead.
I am not sure if I have mentioned but I am really terrible at the down-there doctor. Like really tense bad. I try to relax and remind myself this is no big deal but somehow it is always a big deal. I have gotten better especially since I am feet-up every couple of months for another transfer/retrieval/blah/blah/blah, but still not great.
Well today was a topper. On top of a pap, I needed a hysteroscopy and a biopsy of some sort. The hysteroscopy was horrid. There was so much pain, and there is no apparent reason. Some people (most) don't really mind the procedure, but I could feel shooting pain all the way out into my hips.
The biopsy was less painful, which is also a little odd according to the dr, but I was totally accepting.
Now I am bleeding and crampy. Just so uncomfortable.
And we have a 'romantic' weekend planned. I hope to feel better, otherwise this weekend would be a bust, and really, that might piss me off more than anything else.
This whole process has taken a lot of the 'fun' out of stuff. Everything is timed and monitored and nothing is random spontaneous fun now. It is pretty frustrating and I don't think I like it.